im just gonna take a break from my hectic assignments and blog a lil.. now i almost wish i did the recording so that i dont have to write the report..hahahaha.. i change my blog layout because Xiu Foo was complaining that my font is very small. so i change into a more er femine and emo one. i thought the artist did a really good job with the brushes. i love the effect! maybe sometimes, its easier not to care so much for others. to protect yourself from getting hurt too. but if u dont care, they'll say that ur so insensitive. but the truth is, you care too much that you're afraid that you would be disappointed.
i know how it feels when people keep telling you what to do and how much they hate you doing it. thats why i said what i should say and the rest is your own decision. u dont need another mother to tell u what to do.. u need a fren to understand and support you. unfortunately in this case, i really dont understand and i cant support you to do things your way. thats why i just wanna keep quiet and let u do watever you decide. you know why i never say ok when make you promise, i dont wanna see u break your promise tmr and that i would get all upset about it. hey its ur life, live it your way.
today, paul msg me on MSN and im really happy to hear from him. Get well soon and I pray for you a speedy recovery. I remember this from the Bible or somewhere, what God takes away from you, He can gives it back hundred times better. so Paul, stay strong because I am sure with ur faith in Jesus, you will be back to your old self, only hundred times better.
0 order of excitement, peppered with anticipation.
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