Alicia. 31.08.05 life is such a drama
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emo at times. i might get bitchy. love having money. hate having money but nothing to buy. love being random. love bags. a sucker for pretty shoes. love flipflops. hate ppl staring at me. love staring at ppl. hate stupid ppl. pissed me off and i'll cut u bitch try to forgive. trying to be a better person each day
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Sunday, November 26, 2006



I must let this all out before you drives me crazy.. I swear I was about to fucking slap you black face when u keep talking about" dont compare yourself with others" .. What do you fucking mean by dont compare? I deserve to know why is it like that!! I think you are so bitchy, you deserve to be slap and punch on daily basis.. I was pulling your ugly hair so hard deep inside my head. You are fucking unreasonable that I think from now on, unreasonable people should go to jail. I know if I'm some big shot's daughter, or rich, or smart, or nice or anything that fits your standard, you'll treat me NICE bitch..

U told her u'll give another chance and then you're telling another shit today which really pissed me off. You deserve to be hang for not keeping your promise! I think you hate me but its ok, I hate you too. gee I dunno man, all i can think about now is slapping your black face... and your so fucking racist man cibai.. u should be sack and sent to indon to pick up rubbish man! people your rank, i thought would be at least reasonable or i dunno.. REASONABLe?? cibai.. give me some stupid excuse.

Man, if I wasnt controlling myself, I think I would have slap your face.. the action which I repeated so many times in my head and I wish you feel the pain.. man.. If i dont care about it, you think I would be bother to come and ask? Its okay for me to dont care, but I wanna do better thats why.. and I screwed up once, ur giving me this kinda shit? And why am I still talking about you??!? I just need to get this off my chest so please ignore this post.

I am in such a bad mood now.. I think life just suck sometimes.. yeah with everyone telling me its no big deal. shut the fuck up. gosh I'm so emo right now I think i wanna slap her again..n again.. which of course in reality it's something I wouldnt bring myself to do.. How everyone blame things on me.. I wish I had a better life.. I wish..I wish..I wish.. for so many impossible things..

I hate myself.. for not being what everyone wans me to be.. why do I have such a bad temper.. gee i dont know, its in the blood.. why can't I be smarter? why am I not nice? So here I am, unable to forget about it and unable to express how I feel because I can't slap her in real life. Fucking hypocrite.. Reallly, I dont enjoy blogging about this. I wish I can feel better but I can't..

Much better after I rant about this! after a while, I guess I'm really chilled right now. I just pray that God will soften her heart and unbarred me..

pick me.choose me.love me @* 11:25 PM
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