My Life Is Still Fabulous!

Holla bitches :)

2007-03-27T06:42:00.000-07:00

Well well, its been forever since I updated my blog but today I finally had something that deserved to be blog about. I finally finally DROVE! yes.. I drove today! I havent been driving since ages. I have to learning back since I'll be getting a car and I'll be driving Jeremy's car until I get my own car. Jeremy love me so much that he willing to walk to work and let me drive. hahaha JK! He will drive another car duhh. I still feel like I'm moving after I came out of the car and I just wanna puke. Haha Jeremy was erm terrified with my driving. Sigh wat can you expect from someone who havent been driving for year. How on earth am I gonna drive to work!!! I'm so scared of the round about, the high way and motors!!!!

If I'm lucky, I can get Naga or else I would have to work at Damansara Heights or Damansara Perdana or my last resort, production house. I really pray that I'll get Naga for advertising!! I'm still unemployed n shit.. sigh hopefully all goes well and I can drive properly soon!!

my birthday boy

2007-01-30T11:41:00.000-08:00

i love the fact that its messy.its me.
happy bday bi. muaks. love u!!

2007-01-16T06:15:00.000-08:00

I love myself. hohoho

2007-01-15T09:12:00.000-08:00

can You please give me the things I ask for Lord?

I ask myself to stop crying becos I believe in You.

I just keep reminding myself You'll give me what I ask for

first random 2007 post.

2007-01-03T06:56:00.000-08:00

My first 2007 post!! College started!! Gosh.. I have to get outta of moi comfort zone and stop being so lazy! I have to get to all my classes in time from now on!! and of cos, must go to all the class la! To be honest, Im afraid of the working world.. of the people who would want to bring you down for their benefit.. ppl can be cruel u see.. especially in the business world.. but yet, Im so excited to work!

I know bad people will always be in your life, you know those who tries to bring u down and ruin ur life, because life is not perfect.. but i will always remember.. because Jeremy is always there to wipe my tears.. he hugged me the other day when I was down, and say it will be ok.. that was really really sweet..

I wanna lose more weight... of cos.,. i dont always wanna be a fatty rite! hehehehe. oh well guess this is like a totally random first 2007 post!

Jeremy if ur readin this, i love u! thanks for always being there for mee..woohooo..

A super emo post

2006-12-30T09:43:00.000-08:00

Job 22,

2 "Can a man be of benefit to God?
Can even a wise man benefit him?

21 "Submit to God and be at peace with him;
in this way prosperity will come to you.

22 Accept instruction from his mouth
and lay up his words in your heart.

27 You will pray to him, and he will hear you,
and you will fulfill your vows.

28 What you decide on will be done,
and light will shine on your ways.

Do u think ppl have different feelings on things? I dunno, i'm just really really sad rite now with the whole rumours n all.. so many things to put into consideration, and yet no one is actually worth these thoughts. I was asking God, did I do something bad thats why bad stuff happens? and then He just told me to find peace n read the bible.. I wish for so many things now, for people to mind their own business, for truth, for understanding, for hope and for prosperity and for trust. And somehow, non of it seems to be happening and I'm so tired of explaining myself. I dread phone calls now.. I hate the call of trouble. I hate how my heart is so restless now. How everything seems to turn its back on me. and that I'm alone at the path of fault. my heart is fill with disbeliefs, vengeance, hatred and hope.

I dont believe people will do such thing, I wanna ppl who do such thing to suffer, I hate ppl like them, and I hope things will go my way. Am I gonna spend my New Year feeling sorry for myself? I was actually planning to just let Allison take care of my stall tmr, and go spend some time with my mom, shopping, buy new dress. and now, everything becos of some ppl, seems to fall apart and ruined. I am really scared.. really really scared tht real working life is gonna be like this, then I dread every second of it. becos the business world is so cruel, they do anything to bring u down for their own gain, and u lose ppl u love and care about becos of the wicked. Do I still believe in God?

Of cos, will all my heart, I believe that no one else can give me peace except for God. Any unsolved problem can be solved by Him i know. Is this like some kinda test? to test my righteousness and my trust? I'm just so tired, I wish i can just rest. I just can't stop wondering, why people do the things they do? Why the rich get richer and the poor get poorer? how do they live with all those wicked things they do? don't they ever think of the lives they will ruin? does rich ppl always get wat they wan? but they are already rich, why would they want to ruin other ppl's life? i just dont wanna care anymore.. the more i talk or explain, the more it drain my mood n energy..

God, I pray that things will go my way Lord, that You hear my vows Lord and lights will shine my way. In Jesus name I pray, AMEN!

New Year Resolution!

2006-12-29T10:34:00.000-08:00

ok so i've been tagged by mr shaiful to write 6 weird things about moi.. before that.. merry christmas to everyone.. i hope u guys had a great one becos mine was so so so much fun!!!! thank you all for ur present.. like jeremy of cos.. muahahhahaa..christmas carol was much fun...anyway back to the 6 weird things about me..

1. everytime i sing a song.. i tend to use my hand to spell out the words.. whenever im singing a song, i would automatically write it out or spell it out in my heart.. its a habit i can't stop

2. I can't stand messy collars. Everytime i see some passer-by with messy collar.. i would wan to fix it for them.. i really can't resist it...isnt it weird.. hahahahhaa.. dont be suprise if suddenly when ur walking at the mall.. someone come n fix ur collar.. it could be moi!

3. I must wash my hand everytime I touch something oily or dirty.. like when Im cooking, i think i wash my hand when after i touch the chicken, after i season the chicken.. after i wrap the chicken, after i touch another chicken, and season the chicken and wrap the chicken.. after i open the oil cap, after i pour oil onto the pan, after i put the ingredient into the pan... i just wash my hand alott... hahahahhahaha

4. I also have a habit of washing my legs alot alot of times.. if i dont wash my legs, i would feel uncomfortable.. i must wash my legs everytime i come home, or when i wear shoes, or when i walk at the living room, the kitchen, or anywhere.. i wash my legs very often..

5. everyone when im writting something while someone is talking to me.. i tend to write wat tht person was saying.. isnt that so weird.. like one time when someone was talking to me about mahjong, i was copying some notes i think... i wrote " so with mahjong" instead of "so with all" hahahahhaaaaaa.. i know im weirdd

6. i have shy toes... everytime i see someone looking at them.. i'll hide them.. i have a habit of curling my toes when ppl look at them becos i have ugly toes.. hahahahaa..

i tag whoever who wanna do this because Shaiful already tag most of the ppl i wanna tag.teeheee
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anyway.. i wanna post moi new year resolution before its too late!!! i wanna have a successful 2007 in both my career n life and I wanna eat healthily.. !!!

I wanna love God more.. and all my loved ones.. my mom, my dad, jeremy, his family and my frenzzz.. i wanna be a better person each day.. i wanna earn my first one thousandd buck.. i wanna sayang jeremy more.. i wanna do great in my final year.. i wanna sayang my parents moreeee.. i wanna give my dad alot of moneyy.. i wanna help the poor and needy.. i wanna land a good job!!! i wanna have a place of my own... and I wanna love God moree!!

before i end the post.. Christmas pics!

Merry Christmas!

2006-12-26T08:39:00.000-08:00

What shall I give for Christmas, to Him who gave Himself for me?

To Him I give my life, my love...For time and for eternity.

2006-12-07T03:22:00.000-08:00

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all.
And all that wants
And all that needs
All I don’t want to need at all.

So I'm having holiday now and oh well it wasnt too bad.. I've been playing mahjong everyday these past few days.. you knowim actually not so fond of the whole idea of having alot of ppl visiting ur blog.. yeah its cool that ur a popular blogger n shit but its not private anymore... if u write shit about someone, and since so many people link them to your blog, that person will find out about uir blog, and read the shit u wrote about him, and worst if that person is your fren! yeah so thats my insight about blogging, its just not private anymore.

I hate ppl with nice hair. I love having nice hair. I love having moneyy. I hate having money but nowhere to spend it. I hate ppl who eat n eat and dont get fat. I eat n eat n get fat. I wanna own all the nice shoess in the whole wide world :).. all of them! I want a whole mansion full with shoess!! I love shoes. I want lotsss of bags too. I want a house with a glass rooftop so that I can look at the sky when it rains.. I dont want a huge house, just something nice and special. Oh yeah just incase if I'm rich, I decide not to wash my own hair anymore. I'll hire someone to wash my hair for me everyday.. also, I dont want to bath also la.. buy this machine automatically will cuci me wan.. wahhahahahahahah! I wanna own Dunkin' Donuts.. and chg all their flavours.. so boring..

I want my walls to be in soft yellow and orange, so that I can look at my walls n say "today isn't such a bad day after all, at least i have nice walls"..hahahha. I want my a nice furry carpet to roll on.. and lotsa pillows in my apartment!! they should all be in baby pink and soft turquise.. or pink and brownn.. I want to have a pink sofa, with white lil pillows on them.. yeah so the soft furry carpet would be in the middle of the living room with small lil pillows.. I wanna glass rooftop..so that i can look at the star at nite and when it rains..I want my room's wall to be a mixture of dark n light blue..

to be continue...

after exam post!

2006-12-03T05:35:00.000-08:00

So, I'm having holiday now!! *moi heart doin a lil flip*.. not "that" free actually.. i gotta finish up the shooting and filming! hehehehehe.. i am so excited to go to Langkawi with jeremy, jason, amirul, karena, ian, paul, diane, prisc, the pork lover and a few more!!! Its gonna be so fun! Lets see, we went to Maison the other day, it was kinda like a blast.. Diane was like trying to kill me by doing shots with me.. but her bartender skill dunzo la.. the amount she pour is like.. erm.. 3 vodka shots? hahahaha.. yeah it was kinda uncomfortable when i did tht shot.. with like a whole glass more of chivas remaining in the glass so I have to force myself to take the whole thing.. yeahh.. hahahahaha..

it was good fun!! then we went n dance at the dance floor with June, John, Clarence n the rest stay upstairs.. Maison was fucking hot tht day.. no, not the happening hot, the sweaty hot! Saw a few friends there and yeah it was great to see them again!! then yeah, I lose count of the times i hit priscilla's butt cos she kept telling me she's high the entire time.. tee-heee.. the music was good that day and we still have another bottle parked at Maison! hehe.. wasted Alisha wasn't there.. if not it would be so much fun..! hmmm, then we left about 2+? oh yeah, Clarence ask me if he can vomit in front of my house, but I tell him to do it infront of my neighbours!!! ahahahah cause he sell pork ma..

err totally random rite.. i dint throw up that nite.. hohohoho.. June did! wahahaha.. yeah so shut up everyone about previous Maison night where i was pretty much very very very wasted.. but at least I throw up at the toilet :).. had shooting the next morning.. I was dead tired, managed to catch some sleep in the afternoon after a few hours of shoot with Jeremy.. then continue to shoot at night again.. *yawn* yeah.. thank you Amirul for buying us a bucket of beer yesterday!!! had fun at Italianis!! so June so did not tag me for this but I wanna do lahh!Here goes!

Layer ONE : On The Outside
Name : Alicia
Birth Date : #rd April 1987
Current Status : In A Relationship
Eye color : Black
Hair Color: Black/Brown
Righty or Lefty : Righty
Zodiac Sign : Aries

Layer TWO : On The Inside
Your Heritage: Chinese
Your Fears : failing in life.
Your Weaknesses : i love food too much
Your Perfect Pizza : lotsa pineapple, alot of cheese and plenty of bacon!!!!!

Layer THREE : Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up : aiyo, why can't i sleep longer?
Your Bedtime : 2 am yesterday. today have to wake up early for work.tmr can sleep anytimeee!partyy!
Your most missed memory : when our friendship was perfect. when we were there for each other.

Layer FOUR : Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke : Coke!!! Vanilla Coke! Diet coke!!
McDonald's or Burger King : I love both?!? can ar? Mcdonalds fries and Burger King's burger!!
Single or group dates: I actually enjoy both!!!Jeremy n I out alone, or with frenz.. I dont mind at all!! its fun everytime!!especially movie times..
Adidas or Nike: Adidas
Lipton tea or Nestea: Lipton tea. How does Nestea taste like??
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino! caramel rhumba with extra caramel please!!

Layer FIVE : Do you
Smoke : yes
Curse : yessssssssssss

Layer SIX : In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: OF COS !!!!!
Gone to the mall: Yeap!
Been on stage: Nopee..
Eaten sushi: Yea.. Genki!
Dyed your hair: Nope!

Layer SEVEN: Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: I dont know if it was consider a stripping game???never strip finish also..where can count.
Changed who you were to fit in: yes, i was stupid.still am.just a lil smarter now.

Layer EIGHT
Age you're hoping to be married : 28

Layer NINE: In a Girl/Guy.
Best eye colour: Blue and brown!!
Best hair colour: blonde and dark brown
Short or long hair: Geee, I mean, if Brad Pitt has long hair, I would still like him.. so my answer is it depends!!

Layer TEN: What Were You Doing.
1 minute ago : chatting..reading..
1 hour ago : with jeremy
4.5 hours ago : with alisha
1 month ago : can't remember la..
1 year ago : omg.. i think i was like erm.. having exams? gee i dunno.

Layer ELEVEN : Finish The Sentence
I love: God, my loved ones and Dunkin' Donuts
I feel: like I'm so freee nowwwww!!
I hate: friends with benefit
I hide: my toes when ppl look at them..
I miss: old Mambo times.
I need: to partyyyy

thatsss it!! huhu!happy holiday everyoneee!

EPL

2006-12-02T08:47:00.000-08:00

Please, let our team win!!!!!!

I love YOU to love me

2006-11-29T14:28:00.000-08:00

I've been up studying.its like 6.36 now.. guess I just wanna relax a lil as my unconscious consciousness is still studying..I really should be thinking ideology and talking about hegemony but well, should have started studying last week.. I guess I am thankful huh.. for getting a second chance as not everyone get a second chance.. miss Tarshini called and she ask me to study! thats really nice of her.. And I reading my previous post, all those rage.. I know.. sound so stupid now right but thats how I feel at that time, I din't let it out, I just wanted release it from my heart.. oh well hahahaha.. so life isnt so baddd but from today onwards, I must say NO to Dunkin Donuts.. cause its fattening and its unhealthy and I've been eating like erm 2-3 of it few times a week.. geeeeeee I'm fatty already. I guess Im really looking forward for holidays.. and before I can kickstart it, I think I wanna go back to my study.. which is kinda pressuring because the lecturer itself called n ask to study.. BUT better than cannot sit for exam at all rite?

p.s- thank God for answering my prayers, doing all the impossibles and love me eventho I'm unworthy..

2006-11-26T23:25:00.000-08:00

I must let this all out before you drives me crazy.. I swear I was about to fucking slap you black face when u keep talking about" dont compare yourself with others" .. What do you fucking mean by dont compare? I deserve to know why is it like that!! I think you are so bitchy, you deserve to be slap and punch on daily basis.. I was pulling your ugly hair so hard deep inside my head. You are fucking unreasonable that I think from now on, unreasonable people should go to jail. I know if I'm some big shot's daughter, or rich, or smart, or nice or anything that fits your standard, you'll treat me NICE bitch..

U told her u'll give another chance and then you're telling another shit today which really pissed me off. You deserve to be hang for not keeping your promise! I think you hate me but its ok, I hate you too. gee I dunno man, all i can think about now is slapping your black face... and your so fucking racist man cibai.. u should be sack and sent to indon to pick up rubbish man! people your rank, i thought would be at least reasonable or i dunno.. REASONABLe?? cibai.. give me some stupid excuse.

Man, if I wasnt controlling myself, I think I would have slap your face.. the action which I repeated so many times in my head and I wish you feel the pain.. man.. If i dont care about it, you think I would be bother to come and ask? Its okay for me to dont care, but I wanna do better thats why.. and I screwed up once, ur giving me this kinda shit? And why am I still talking about you??!? I just need to get this off my chest so please ignore this post.

I am in such a bad mood now.. I think life just suck sometimes.. yeah with everyone telling me its no big deal. shut the fuck up. gosh I'm so emo right now I think i wanna slap her again..n again.. which of course in reality it's something I wouldnt bring myself to do.. How everyone blame things on me.. I wish I had a better life.. I wish..I wish..I wish.. for so many impossible things..

I hate myself.. for not being what everyone wans me to be.. why do I have such a bad temper.. gee i dont know, its in the blood.. why can't I be smarter? why am I not nice? So here I am, unable to forget about it and unable to express how I feel because I can't slap her in real life. Fucking hypocrite.. Reallly, I dont enjoy blogging about this. I wish I can feel better but I can't..

Much better after I rant about this! after a while, I guess I'm really chilled right now. I just pray that God will soften her heart and unbarred me..

2006-11-20T04:50:00.000-08:00

"I know I'm not a lot of things that you've gone for in the past - I know, but I would never leave you. I would never hurt you. And I will never stop loving you... "

shopping post!!

2006-11-18T21:51:00.000-08:00

"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion souls. And sometimes�
all you need is one."

Yeah so i was too tired to continue my post yesterday.. anyway jeremy bought.. erm.. bangles, necklaces, earrings, bikini, skirt..tops.. so this is gonna be a shopping post todayy!! :)

before that.. check out this Ikea icecream.. June and I totally make them worth rm4!

see.. I pile them high high up!!

and we can't finish it....

faux Chanel 5 necklace. its really classy

Tusk necklace. kinda cool.

I love this the most!!! Praise Jeremy for buying them.

earringgs.. lots of themm

lotsa banglesss

i love this necklace!

isn't this skirt prettyyy.. i love polka dots

hmm i dint take a pic of the bikini and a few more topss.. wait until next week.. got moreeee stuff for meeee!!

2006-11-17T19:00:00.000-08:00

"Did you ever look at a picture of yourself and
see a stranger in the background? It makes you
wonder how many people have pictures of you."

I should post something before my connection die on me.. like really.. it can be gone like a few minutes later and come back alive the next few days.. damn emo man my phone line.. anyway.. jeremy the handsome is back.. back with my polka dots n stripes bikini.. i tihnk i'll love them.. hahaha.. well i would be seeing him in another 2 hours but I think I'm too excited that hahaha i woke up at 7 am today.. aiyo no la.. think I no life? I think prolly because i slept too early ysterday.. Isit true that my blog takes forever to load? :( aiyo maybe cause ermm too many people trying to load my blog ? hahahahaha.. omg.. i think i never wanna go offline because I dont know when my connection gonna get emo again.. and even if I dont do anything online, I just love the fact that I'm online.. haha the first thing I do after I wake up is to on my computer. I can't imagine living without it really.. it would be so bored. I need my daily dose of gossips..What am I gonna talk about today? gee i really don't know..its not even quarter of the day yet so I'll update more at nite ..thats if my connection would allow me to

the heart has reasons that reason dont know

2006-11-14T23:44:00.000-08:00

If you watch One Tree Hill..

Haley: The good news is you did better and the bad news is better is a "D".
Nathan: Yeah I guess I didn't really give this one my best shot.
Haley: What's going on with you?
Nathan: Well you know me and Peyton broke up.
Haley: Peyton and I.
Nathan: Well she broke up with you too? I didn't know she was going to take it this hard. She went off on Brooke at practice. I'm kinda worried about her.
Haley: Well maybe you should have worried about her more when you were together. I'm sorry, but come on it's true.
Nathan: No you don't know the first thing about Peyton and I.
Haley: Ahem... me and Peyton.
Nathan: Whatever.

2006-11-14T10:35:00.000-08:00

Does this darkness have a name?
This cruelty, this hatred, how did it find us?
Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it?
What happened to us that we now send our children into the world like we send young men to war, hoping for their safe return, but knowing that some would be lost along the way.
When did we lose our way?
Consumed by the shadows.
Swallowed whole by the darkness.
Does this darkness have a name?
Is it your name?

the never ending pursuit of shoes and bagss..

2006-11-14T04:37:00.000-08:00

This post gonna be about shoes and bags!!! Two things a girl can't live without! well.. for some at least.. I should be doing my assignments now.. its just so fun looking at shoes and bags..heehehehe..

isn't she pretty? i almost cry when i saw this. so the drama rite..hahahaha! *sob sob*
can't u guys see the polka dot on the inside?!?! i love polka dots~~!

a red go-jane.. red pumps are almost a neccesity nowadays.. "That's hot"..
wahhh like chinese new year like that..

this baby would look great while clubbing!! beware tho, it might get all the attention from the guys!
this is really so the drama.. but its still pretty~~!!

hehe .. same as above..just different colour..hehe..but its so pretty!!

brings out the wild side of u!! this is really hot! i tried something like this and they look absolutely stunning!

a sneakers that i would wear. i "don't" wear sneakers but this is so cute. the whole preppy girl look..love the smiley face!!
dont it just remind you guys of jeremy's car? hehehe only cleaner :)

this is a lv leopard print bag.. errr..u can pay a car deposit with it.. but she's so pretty!!

this is lv also.. but a classic wan.. u can never go wrong with this!!

im a sucker for scarfs bag.. its so classy.. its so sex in the city!

this Dior baby.. look so good on its own!! great for shopping or casual moments!!

I love this bag.. so pretty..pushing the fact that i love white, this one is a must have.. just like a girl's lil black dress.. only in white :)

this is another Chloe.. so simple and pink!! absolutely girly!!

hey now.. dont judge her by her colour!!.. its really really pretty k.. its a classic!! look really great with jeans!!

i absolutely love this bag.. it screams classy, chic and fun! love it!!

she's pretty too.. i love the shape.. come on.. its Chanel!!

another classic Marc Jacobs bag.. who wanna be a celebrity?.. just use this bag!!

i forgot the brand of this baby.. but isn't she lovely?? i would use it for work or shopping!!
oh yeah its a Luella!!

yummyyy!

2006-11-13T05:12:00.002-08:00

I shouldn't be blogging, I should be doing my assignments.. OMG showed Mr Khong my film studies draft, he dont wan me to use "color", it should be "colour"..geez.. i blame it on microsoft word. Then Im supposed to do my creative strategy assignment but I'm starting to wonder if that 5 marks make a different. errr.. yeah it does so im gonna do it..

i wanna eat so many things now.. so this post is gonna be about food!! i know i know.. why am i wasting time googling food pics n all..i wanna eat Chili's dessert!! I've been making milo for myself over n over again.. I drank a lil.. left it there.. then it got all cold n all, so i wash it, and make another milo.. hahahahaa..

so these are the food i wanna eat now.. (in non alphabetical order cause i love food!)

Tiramisu.. i love tiramisu from Delicious Cafe!!

I love strawberrryyyyy... wahhhhh... im sipping my milo louder now..

isnt this a great way to kickstart ur day? yum yummmmm

i love chocolate cakeee..especially with banana.. secret recipe serve really nice ones.

I love lambshank... i can eat lambshank every day.. "eh waiter, tabasco sauce please"

good ol' roast chicken.. best served with flavoured rice, mashed potato, baked beans and macaroni!!!! wahhh i finish my miloo!

lasagna.. alot alot alot of cheesee.. and brown sauce.. and hot hot hot!!!! wahhhhh.. im gonna make somemore milo!!!!

if dont eat all that..u might look like this..hahaha..

ok lah.. milo also i dont wanna drink edi...

hahah at the end of the post.. its complete meaningless..

Mahalllnyaaaa!

2006-11-12T05:23:00.001-08:00

Lol I dint know everytime someone sms you from Bangkok, they are charged rm1. And when u call them, they are charged rm3 per minute.. pity jeremy.. so now i've been sending sms-es without reply.. i miss him so much today.. ermmm he said he bought me flipflops and tops..hehehe.. and I re-invent Shaiful's blog.. making it more personal.. hope he likes it.. and my head is spinning n spinning.. I think because i spend too long infront of the computer..

so guys, check out Shaiful's new blog aightt! cause its now alive back!

so missing him.5 more days to go!

Mahalllnyaaaa!

2006-11-12T05:23:00.000-08:00

chemical romance- Welcome to the black parade

2006-11-11T05:20:00.000-08:00

For the hundred sixty five times I've been telling myself that I'm so freaking bored. I am infact that bored so don't be suprise if i change my blog layout again.. but again, I am that lazy. Jeremy bought me bikinis!! well I haven't have my QC (quality control) yet, but I'm sure they are pretty since erm.. he has such a great taste I must say, ahem in choosing me..Wahahaahha. You see , I am that bored now. I hate doing my assignments. They are soo boring especially the one where I have to critic the film and the technique. My post for the whole week gonna be about how much I miss him because I really really do miss him. Of course, I will fill you guys in with the details of my boring week.

Did u guys know how much I hate waiting at the saloon whenever I'm doing treatment or something to my hair. I felt like its a total waste of time but heeshhh, I love the result. I really regret cutting my hair. I wished I dint do it but thank God, its getting longer now. Aiyer, I wish I have bibi here to hug n smell.. I love smelling Jeremy cause he smells like baby.. hehe.. omg I'm gonna start gettin all cheesy and corny! But wahhh I so excited for Jeremy to come home so that I can see what he bought for me.. wahhhhhhh.. im so excited now.

see i sound like such a dork now..haha. okay people, this is the end of my boring post. 6 more days to go. :) toodles.

running through my head

2006-11-09T05:29:00.000-08:00

Yes, its ~~another~~ new layout. I was looking for the best and i found one. Its pretty simple but i love the whole crown thing. I was just reading my posts and gee din't i come across like a pessimist. Its just that it haven't been a great week and to top it all, im barred from one of my class. This is my first time being barred and I hope it will be the last. Man, what a great thing to kickstart my weekend. Jeremy haven't even left to Bangkok yet but I'm already missing him. Alot. I was planning in my head what am I gonna do next week and i really really dread it. Who's gonna tell me ~~racist~~ silly jokes for a week?

I love having him around, even when we're not doing anything fun at all. I just love the fact he's by my side. So many things that I need to do! Gotta start getting my studies on track as I don't wish to repeat the history of studying last minute for exam. I have tons of assignment to pass up..and presentation..to get myself unbarred for MCS.. study for finals..

I gotta admit that I enjoy reading gossips. I like to see where they spend 3 million on a gown, ~~Paris Hilton~~ exposing ~~her~~ their private parts till the whole world knows how it look like, being famous because of a leak sex tape, for being thin and most of the time, for doing nothing.

Malay Mail published an apology to those who read their "sex" edition newspaper the other day where the whole newspaper is about sex. I personally don't find anything wrong about it. Its good fun and featured some really interesting articles. I think maybe its time Malaysia gotta accept topic like this. Not writting about sex doesn't mean that the young boy who read about it won't ~~fuck around~~ do it, silly.

Everyone should just admit they love sex.

I'm missing him and I wanna be unbarred from MCS.

2006-11-07T09:10:00.001-08:00

im just gonna take a break from my hectic assignments and blog a lil.. now i almost wish i did the recording so that i dont have to write the report..hahahaha.. i change my blog layout because Xiu Foo was complaining that my font is very small. so i change into a more er femine and emo one. i thought the artist did a really good job with the brushes. i love the effect! maybe sometimes, its easier not to care so much for others. to protect yourself from getting hurt too. but if u dont care, they'll say that ur so insensitive. but the truth is, you care too much that you're afraid that you would be disappointed.

i know how it feels when people keep telling you what to do and how much they hate you doing it. thats why i said what i should say and the rest is your own decision. u dont need another mother to tell u what to do.. u need a fren to understand and support you. unfortunately in this case, i really dont understand and i cant support you to do things your way. thats why i just wanna keep quiet and let u do watever you decide. you know why i never say ok when make you promise, i dont wanna see u break your promise tmr and that i would get all upset about it. hey its ur life, live it your way.

today, paul msg me on MSN and im really happy to hear from him. Get well soon and I pray for you a speedy recovery. I remember this from the Bible or somewhere, what God takes away from you, He can gives it back hundred times better. so Paul, stay strong because I am sure with ur faith in Jesus, you will be back to your old self, only hundred times better.

2006-11-02T09:01:00.000-08:00

why are u such a fucking slut? why must u act as tho ur so fucking important? why must u seek attention that fucking way? why must u do that all the fuckin time? why must u flirt with the whole fucking world? im so sick n tired of ur fucking ways. i hate it when ppl just use me to know other ppl.. i hate it when u act all drama.. i hate it when u fucking flirt wiht my frenz for god sake.. i hate how u keep saying ur ugly and fat so tht i'll tell u fucking million times ur pretty and thin..

so tht u'll feel so much better and make me feel so fucking bad.. i hate how u act all innocent infront of guys.. i hate how u want attention so badly... i hate how u try to be friends with everyone just to prove how good u are.. i hate how u try so hard.. so hard that u are really stepping on my tail.. really.. why would someone pretend something like that? its so mean and awful.. why must u seek attention all the time u fucking bitch? how many times must you step on me so that u'll seems more pretty and thin? how many times must u say ur ugly so tht i would say ur pretty? why must u boast? why do i even care about u?

why would u want to be popular so badly? why must u lay ur hands on ppl i loved? why must u be such a fucking slut.. ppl like u.. should get a freaking life.. if u think a guy would like u just becos u keep flirting with them.. they onli wan to fuck u.. and how many times i must tell u this..go get fuck all u want and i dont even care.

Randoms

2006-11-02T06:27:00.000-08:00

random feeling[s]:
i guess i am really lucky.. i might not get everything i wish for.. but i have people that love me.. and i dint know that felt so good.. i have jeremy.. i love him and so fortunate for me, he loves me back.. and so sayang me.. the way he kiss my forehead, how he hold my hand and kiss them.. i guess i am really fortunate..omg i sound so dorky

we've been talking again.. that felt really really good..

random word[s]:
june, since u went back early today.. i dint have a chance to say " ur goin down! down town.." lol!

random thing[s]:
i had maggi mee today

random funny picture[s]:

2006-11-01T06:38:00.000-08:00

Isn’t it funny, how someone like urself would look down at someone like me when it comes to academic. i might not be Einstein smart but I know I’m not dumb. Dumb is when you think hot dogs are real dogs. See thats why I hate being labeled. Just because I don’t work as hard, revise as much or pay as much attention as you in class… that sums up that I’m a dumbfuck that smarty pants like you would totally crossed out on doing assignments together… u see, I get really irritated when ppl give me this fucking strange look when it comes to doing assignment together. Thinking that all I’ll do is screw up and drag them down. in my silent mind, I already fucking stab u for hundredssss of timesss.

I don’t blame you for being you but you cant blame me for hating it.

i wan a gardener too :)

2006-10-30T04:14:00.000-08:00

i wan more moneyy.. more moneyy .. more moneyy

i wanna stop spending so much so that i can save alot alot alot of money.. either that.. or i wan alot alot alot of money so that i can spend more.. i wanna buy more bags... more shoes.. and moreee lingerie..and great hair all the time..

so im blogging today with absolutely nothing significant to blog about.. today i went to college and found out that my class was canceled.. and my next class is in 2 hour time.. so we went watch John Tucker Must Die.. Jesse Metcalfe is absolutely/freaking/steaming/fcuking/sizzling HOT..

for those of u who have absolutely no idea who he is..he's that sexy hot gardener who had an affair with Eva Longoria in Desperate Housewives.. that gardener role land him a freaking movie.. not that im complaining becos he sure deserve one.. his acting in JTMD is pretty decent.. and even if its bad.. as least i get to see him in gstring :) for those who watched.. u know what im talking about..

a quick update since forever

2006-10-25T20:40:00.000-07:00

so im back with a hot layout.. this should be a keeper for sometime.. so i guess jody, ur my slave now..hahaha cause i just killed like thousands of brain cells for u.. and i sleep really really late yesterday nite because i was fixing the codes for the layout.. hmmm gonna meet jeremy later and we might go to funfair tonite!!! i love ferris wheel! im supposed to like get ready and buy food for jeremy but i've decide that he can sleep a while more.. jody was gushing me to update my blog.. yeah its been a saddd saddd blog.. anyway if u guys want hot gossip site, go to Pink is The new blog.. i link it so u can just click PITNB..

yesterday we went to ikea to shop for things for the house, jeremy really really wanted this bright pink chair but sorry baby its oversold.. hmmm we dint do much cool things yesterday.. just eat.. chill.. play cards.. eat.. shop.. and eat again.. see i am that bored.

ok apart from being random, the weather today is totally awesome! not too hot, just fine.. yesterday jeremy, his mom and i went to this place in kl.. they had ppl performing oldies.. yupp.. all those old chinese song.. and tht place is full of hookers. u might think its weird why would i think tht place is cool.. its interesting to watch them.. plus there's great food .. the asam laksa there is sooo sedappp.. and if u are that pathetic, u can laugh at the singing.. hahaha.. practically every table with an old man.. there's young and old hooker.. like duhhh u can telll which one is the hooker and not the wife.. puhlezz.. hahahaha.. u guys should check tht place out one day.. but an early warning from me.. that place is not so clean.. just for the fun of it.

update: 2.22am

'i'll runaway with rm50'

i just came back from supper with jeremy.. and as i was justt trying to relaxx my tired soul.. i get this annoying msges from my customer scolding me for late shipment.. yes bitch.. sue me for closing down the post office during raya.. so she just ruin my mood.. for the entire night cause she wan refund.. so i'll give her refund.. can u believe tht she said i am NOT trustworthy... she think im gonna run away with rm50.. puhlezz.. i might if its a few million la.. onli rm50 she cause such commotion.. and im not even sure if she bank in to me rm50 but i'll refund tht to her anyway just to shut her up..

and she has the guts to say tht she wans it tonite itself and she won't rest until i transfer it online for her.. she is just sooo stucked up. i'll take back wat i said about the whole nice weather thingy!!!! today rain for like almost the whole time.. so im pretty upset tht we dint get to go on the ferris wheel.. its sooo pretty at nite.. so many things to do tmr.. post office.. bank..kl and dinner.. and that girl.. go stfu..

Which type are u?

2006-04-26T05:07:00.000-07:00

confirmation: ok so im not depress or anything..

im just bawling about my life becos this is my way of expressing myself and its my fucking blog so i dont care if u reads it. If i wanna say something and i can't say it out..wats the point of having a blog.. i might as well save it in words.. so no point having one if i cant express myself freely. and..i have tons of stuff to do this week and im so tired..Its a hectic week..its gonna be..

Things i need to do this week:
1. meeting with zul n all for fashion show
2.fashion show rehearsal
3.dl about 30 songs and cut to seconds
4.make bracelets for flea market
5.make more earrings n necklace
6.meeting with jeremy and jason for radio
7.meeting with nana n all for mass media law..
8.meeting with clarence n all for journal.
9.do my copywritting
10.think of what to do for multimedia
11.dont eat so much
12.study a lil for mass media law

yes one hell of a hectic week and so far i've done none of it. maybe number 5.

Type One-

They pretend that they like u but actually they dont? if u dont like someone.. i tihnk u should like just make it short n simple with them.. like a hi and bye fren.. u dont have to hate them but u really dont have to pretend.. like i;ve heard the other day in class that A was talking bad about B about some stuff.. blablabla.. and the next thing A was like throwing herself at B. talking n hanging out with her.. thats just well.. wrong? becos i just heard u bitching about her one minute and ur suddenly her BFF?

P.s-I'll cut you bitch

Type Two-

They are goody two shoes that just doesnt fit being in the good section becos they ARE not. SO they act like they dont do this and that but instead of behaving like that, they're just the complete opposite! They just act like they're too good, smart n shit but actually they bitch about everyone.

Type Three-

Impulsive people who say impulsive things but doesnt mean it. I am this type. I say things that i dont mean but it just came out wrong. And if i dont like u, i dont act all nice towards u. I'll say whatever i have in mind eventho i will come to my sense later that its mean but yeah.. i rarely say sorry unless ur on my nice list. I dont pretend to be ur fren and backstab.. i do it front instead. I wanna be nice.. so be nice to mee :)

Type Four-

Fun people. shit i love them. like june.. she's the type that i dont mind hanging out with becos she's funny.. and she's straight forward.. simone.. she's funny too and i think she's a nice person.. there's alot more.. clarence.. he talks too much but he's a great fren behind those words.. zul and the gang.. they are great.. becos they are just being themselves..they could be mean, ruthless, sarcastic but at the end of the day, these is the type that would be there for u when u need them. sigh i feel touchy~

I miss jody! she's all the way in australia and i miss having her around.. im glad we're still this close despite the fact we're so far away.

Actually.. i love my life.. my parents are great..i have my baby jeremy :), i have great frenz.. :)

love u guys!!

Get well soon baby

2006-03-14T07:51:00.000-08:00

Get well soon baby pie.. love u so much.. ur asleep now.. i called but couldnt get.. love u.. muaks..get well sooonn yeah.. i'll pray for u :).. muaks darling..

2006-03-04T07:46:00.000-08:00

whole day in flea market.. im tired.. im exhausted..june u called? sorry was working.. im really fucked. anyway.. i think i really need to get to bed.. love jeremy who's reading this.. ur my slut baby.. :) muaks.

A cup of stfu anybody?

2006-03-02T20:28:00.001-08:00

i overslept my morning class again today. how typical alicia. usually it takes a crane for me to get off my blanket but today, fuck class, i just wanna sleep. i heart sleeping beauty anyway. So like any typical day.. i stayed home n tried to finish up the animation.. jeremy came over early in da morning today.. his attempt of waking me up early failed him.. anywho, yeah when i was awake, my computer was full of punk'd series...movies.. firewall..blablabla.. all the emo songs.. elton john??

looking at the amount of songs n comedies that been increased from my previous dl, he was like this little kid in a room full of toys. hahaha. i know now, that if jeremy's comp is new and upgraded, he would be the world junkie.. :) haahahaha.. he will have any emo songs, ala dave chapelle, any funny stuff.

i love poems n im gonna post as many of it cos this is my fucking blog ur reading dear. im bored so im gonna dl the whole album of peterpan and howie day.. yes im that bored..but peterpan's song is worth dloading. im gonna watch firewall now. toodles.

But You Didn't

2006-03-01T06:26:00.001-08:00

Remember the time u lent me ur car and i dented it?
i thought u'd kill me..
but u didn't.

remember the time i forgot to tell u the dance was
formal and you came in jeans?
i thought u'd hate me..
but you didn't.

remember the times i'd flirt with
other boys just to make u jealous, and
you were?
i thought u'd drop me..
but u didn't.

there were plenty of things u did to put up with me,
to keep me happy, to love me, and there are
so many things i wanted to tell
u when u returned from
vietnam..
but u didn't.

Merrill Glass

Mahjong 911

2006-02-01T06:06:00.001-08:00

I remember when I was a kid, I always see my mom play mahjong with her friends and my aunties. Sometimes it got me thinking what is so amazing behind those tiles that make people look at it for such long amount of time. My blog title itself scream loud for mahjong and finally, I solved my childhood mystery. Mahjong is a game consists of strategies and luck. Yesterday at Nat's, I was lucky enough to win a little to make up for the loss to Clarence. It was a “tremendous” loss. I feel most sorry for Ester who stepped into the room full with angpau money and left with one dollar fifty cents from me as compensation. See, now I starting to like mahjong but it get a little stress either when you are losing or when you are playing with Clarence.

Numerous of time I even game wrongly(cha wu) because I can’t stand the fact that he was gonna win AGAIN with all the funny nonsense Jeremy, Natalie and Clarence keep getting. Heavenly Twins? You win by collecting pairs for ur tiles. It’s hard enough to win, let alone collecting a pair of all the tiles you have. Jeremy and Clarence keep winning that thing which cost Nat, Joey, Esther and I a bomb. Finally we cancelled it, and I got the stupid Heavenly Twins and no moneyyyy for me.Sigh.

Anyway on Jeremy’s birthday, we went to The Ship for dinner. Posed and took some pictures. After dinner we went to catch a movie in KLCC. It was full of Malays (I am NOT racist) and the line was so long. Then yeah this guy touched Jeremy’s hand (for further juicy information you can check out Jeremy’s blog). After that I bought a top for the night out to Luna Bar but we didn’t make it there. We played mahjong instead. We should have just go SOMEWHERE but play mahjong. I wanna be good I will stop mahjong. I will. Please stop laughing.

Toes In Agony

2006-01-26T23:49:00.000-08:00

I think twenties can be one of the greatest times in life. You still get to bum around, spending your money thoughtlessly (your parents money it is) receiving angpau, not having any resolution in life and you get to pass on stupid fashion trends. My new shoes... Did I mention my shoes? They are hot! I love my new pumps but one of them really made my little toes practically SCREAMED in agony. Yes it was that pain and the worst thing is that I have to get another pair of shoe immediately to save my toes! What a waste of money but desperate times call for desperate measures. Luckily my white pumps are comfortable enough to run a mile. Two days back I had an interview in this Production Company and boy, to my surprise the company is a beautiful bungalow.

As I passed the front gate heading towards the door, someone opens the door. Is it the stylist? Nope, it’s the maid. I for the interview upstairs with my nerves completely mixed up. I was dead nervous. Just imagine falling off from Niagara Falls. Yes THAT nervous. Luckily the girl that interviewed me was pretty cool. She’s probably in her twenties; dress in style, working in a comfortable place and she constantly reminds me of Working Barbie. Anyway, my interview was short and sweet just how I prayed they would be. All I have to go is go home and do some work they assigned me and hopefully I’m the next Reservoir Production Fashion Stylist.

I think I sort of fulfill my New Year resolution for this year. I wanted to buy the entire Guess bag collection. Is it rational? For a girl who can barely pay for her own, who just dropped over $400 on bags, is far from rational. I want to have more bags than Kimura Lee. That, would take sometime.

Yesterday I bought some new tops and a pair of jeans. I totally love what I bought even with the fact I splurge a lot on it. I’m so excited to put it on.

"Um, waiter -- I'll have an order of excitement, peppered with anticipation."

Hopefully my angpau money would be enough to get a new phone or at least more clothes

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone!

L-O-V-E

2006-01-12T07:59:00.000-08:00

Ashlee Simpson's L-O-V-E is fucking contagious. Warning to all: if you dont want it to play in your ears the whole day, dont listen to it.

My first post of the year! year 2006!! i hate it when i have nothing to blab about. brb phone's ringing. okay back.. that was jeremy telling me he's eating roti canai now.. how cruel leaving his girlfren at home hungry and cold (thats the aircond) hahahaha. Yeah so anyway you know when you have lotsa money and thoughts running through ur mind about what to get next with the money? Its just ironic how i claim to stop using so much money/save/blablabla and the next fleet second i spent $250 on hair? i could have bought a jeans and few tops if i didnt abuse my hair. But too late, i love those streaks!

I'm a lil annoyed now becos of this girl and how i just wanna slap her, pull her hair, poke her eyes and paint her face with marker. OMFG i think i diagnosed with mentally-ill-violently-abusive disease?bacteria?virus? To avoid any future question by my dear readers, she was wednesday news and no, no one would guess who is it so dont bother cos seemingly lately i had STML. SHORT TERM MEMORY LOST. funny. I dont really find interest in class these days because they wasnt really interesting.in fact, they were BORING and you know how time seems to pass slower when you keep stealing a glance at your watch every ten fuckin second? I'll give studies one more try before i proceed on selling wantan mee.

I'm bored with nothing to do and im just humouring myself before i go to bed. Since mom was doing facial today so i went and do my hair. Sorry to jeremy for always have to wait for me. i feel awfully guilty but hey baby u like my hair rite. haha. if one day anyone ever pop up a question about whether would i turn back time? I would say that i really dont know if the past was worth moving back to. Of course i would wanna make some changes here and there doesnt mean i dont love my life now. i would change some decision i made and frenz that seemingly so unfamiliar and distance. i wanna work on the friendship you know but our time just clash and i really think its time for us to move on. i put effort and you did too at the startin but since effort not taken anymore, i guess it is pointless. Maybe one day we'll get back to BFF?

Overall, im happy with my life. Thankful for the frenz and family around me. I love you guys. off to bed. Over and Out, Peace.

Everything I Don't Need!

2005-12-26T02:25:00.000-08:00

Sorry that i havent been blogging lately because really there havent been any significant issues occuring in my oh-so-boring life. I hate bloggin for the sake of it so i've decide i would only blog when i have things to talk about. Well this post is different from the rest because i have the feeling this would be my last post for year 2005! I cant believe how fast time passed. January, i was still deciding which college to go and what to do, so i decide to work in Mambo. Feb, still working in Mambo while staying with Aainaa. March, Coll!!. April-October, DRAMAS!!!. November- Finals..study study study. December-Christmas and i had food poisoning but hey i received lots of Christmas Pressie.. Thanks to ALL of u!!

Frankly speaking, i dont have a New Year Resolution. Maybe lose some weight and received all the presents that i dont need? Like i dont need a over expensive college bag like Guess bag, a black colour ipod, every colour of that topshop tshirt, the whole collection of Guess bag, well, a diamond ring?haha, an overpaid part time job, my very own studio apartment in Mont Kiara (see i really dont need this), rx7,8 , a christian dior watch, most of Jimmy Choos shoes, summer dress, holiday in Miami or California, BMW Z4 would be great, playstation 2 or 3(due next year), the most massive party, endless supply of Caramel Rhumba, lifetime subscription of HOT, all Victoria Secret bras, initial D machine in my room, one tornado foosball table, increased of money supply (this i really need), rubber ducky, more n more chivas bottle, great results, and many more things that i dont really need but i want all them!!! Merry Christmas and A Naughty New Year EVERYONE.. MUAHSsss!

Declaration of freedom

2005-12-13T07:42:00.000-08:00

Mood: Happy
Status: Staring at the computer screen

Finals is finally over! No, not my diploma.. my finals exam i mean. Yes i can relax until 3rd of January 2006!! Can't believe that the end is so near!! Its gonna be a new year and new hope! hehehe.. I'm glad its over for now where i can get away from the stressville and retire to lala land for a while. Anyway, went Christmas shopping today with everyone. Hahaha at first it was with everyone but in the end everyone became just 4 of us.. Jeremy, Jason, Simone and I.. Yeah so Jason n Jeremy went and do their "guy thingy" leaving Simone and I to do some girl stuff..

Actually they din't leave us, we left them because they were taking such long time in deciding what to get for Christmas. hehe.. We walked around ou over n over again for Christmas present. I bought a sweat pants from Topshop, beads from that shop next to PinkPussyCat, and Christmas gifts (obviously i won't meantioned wat i bought here). Finally around 4+, we decided we had enough of shopping for the day so we head home.

After Jeremy and I dropped Simone back, we went back to my place to have dinner with my mom and we unwrapped what we bought earlier. Boy, it was sure fun to unwrapped presents. :)

Then we just chill and yupp.. here i am.. kinda tireddddd!! and i miss Jeremy.. love u baby!.. Toodless.. :)

Chuckle.Sparkle.Twinkle

2005-12-11T08:17:00.000-08:00

Status: Lazy
Mood: Missing Jeremy eventho i just came back!

Hahaha it was the line i read from one of DKNY's tagboard. Sorry i ripped that off from a magazine. Anyway to start off.. welcome new people that i just linked!! Not that they are new but just that i was too lazy to link anyone before this so i thought it was a pretty good start. Jasmine and Saiful Handsome!! Welcome!! *yippyipp hooray*

To start off my day, went to church.. worship.. lunch- omg my luch cost me rm22! It tasted alredi but not something that you'll die to have. After lunch with Jeremy, Ian, Priscilla, Deborah and Paul.. I wanted to go shopping but every was too jam. :( Being the stubborn me, I still insist to go and i practically rolled over my bed left and right begging Jeremy to take me to shopping despite the jam. All the dramas and in the end we end up no where. hehehe then we went over with my mom to my auntie's place for dinner and the chicken rice was awesome!! i had two bowl of rice not just because its nice.. but because i spilled the first bowl. wahahaha!

Highlight of the day:- Watched Narnia!! It was pretty cool. Quite interesting! Oh yeah.. any of you who wans to buy luggage bag.. please tell me :).. wahahahahaha.. Love my baby!!

The End's So Near

2005-12-09T07:39:00.000-08:00

This is the month of joy, giving, receiving and partying!! So i am expecting lots of giving and of course, i would be more than delight to receive. Ho Ho Ho. Was caught up with finals and its finally gonna be over soon. Just one more brain-cracking subject to go and I'll be on the wildest ride baby! hehehe Anyway, went and bought Christmas present today. Not for everyone though just close friends cos i'm broke for now. Would have to get somemore after exam's over. And i bought something really really special for each and every one!! But hushhh.. this secret can't be reveal -YET.. you guys know who you are ;).. I guess now what i have to do is start linking people before my blog only be limited to like what 3 people? Haha that's quite pathetic with the capital P. People like Jason and Simone, would probably get a picture of me. Isn't that so sweet? You guys get to see me ALLL the time. Maybe my voice record would be distributed.

Study wise:
Exam was a killer today.. it totally kill my brain cells for good. Such brain cracking exam, oh well she done her part by giving us tips and when I say tips mean, real specific ones. Just hope that I'll do well or at least pass? In the mean time i am not putting high hopes on MRM but hey i dont want to repeat this subject.

I am so going to get the Guess bag for Christmas. Wanted to get it the other day but think twice I should wait for my dad to come back from Aus instead of using my own money. I want lots of thing!! My Christmas list is endless! Till now i still dont have any New Year resolution.

Highlight of the day:-
I passed up my own-genuine-computer-made calendar!!! I am so proud of myself for finishing it on time and it actually looks decent. Praise the Lord. Read Jeremy's blog and it is like a blog of joke. Its funny tho. hehehe. I need i need to get at least 26 hours of sleep to replenish my skin and spiritually. Miss-Biker is such a mean person for making us do such long and i-dont-know-do-for-what report. Did it a day before one of my exam and as the result, I dint study enough to sit for that exam! Even Shar said its hard

I want my Guess bag!Should have bought it the other day!! Oh well i wanted this bag from FCUK and i got it. I can even count the amount of time i used it. i totally miss everyone like hanging out with Sam, bitching around with Intan and Aainaa, having tea with Darus, pooling with you guys, foosball nights and shoppping. Don't everyone just wish that they have lots and lots of money?

Am i writting too long? but i am making up the amount of days i havent been bloggin and there's so much to say because my mom went out and i have no one to talk to and i am bored and hungry but i dont want to eat so that at least i would look pretty wearing my lil black dress for Christmas. I will put it back on two days later after Christmas.. maybe right after Christmas dinner. Gosh.. its so not easy to be a girl. Life is too short to spend worrying about weights n stuff but it is longer if u spend it feeling awful about yourself.

I did something so embarassing today.. Gosh i just couldn't stop laughing. Was over at Jeremy's place and I came out of the room and saw someone went into the toilet. Thinking that it is Jeremy, i try to open the bathroom door and off the light. As i was turning the knob i realised it wasnt lock so i try to open la of cos.. Duh! Then he push back the door.. then i push in again.. and he push out. Thought he was being lousy playing games with me so i just decided to off the light. So i walk to the living room and i saw Jeremy sitting on the couch? So who went into the toilet??? The family friend. Do you know how embarassin it is when the guest came out of the toilet and ask who trying to be cute and break in? hahahaha it was embarassing.

So omg.. i just couldnt stop talking and i think i am becoming a blog-whore where i just keep blogging blogging and blogging about myself (explanation: just like how camwhores keep taking picture of themselves).. but its 12.15am and my mom's still out with her friends leaving me alone and miserable. Should have went for Tong-Shui in KTZ. I wanna eat lotsa lotsa sago Lolo.. aight for now, Toodles!

A boring Saturday

2005-12-03T07:23:00.000-08:00

Today, Jer and I went to get a new addition to the family since Bubu was so depressed after Bibi was flushed down the toilet (sigh). Anyway after that we went shopping for groceries in Giant. I'm making spagetti! hehehe.. After that we wanted to study but end up sleeping. Didn't do much today, was just chilling (we were supposed to study). When I was flipping through my Org Comm book, I just realise that we photostated the wrong chapter!! I was disappointed and upset so I wasn't in the mood for dinner. Jeremy bought me Vienetta :)

In Memory of You

2005-12-01T21:54:00.000-08:00

Status: Shocked
Mood: Bored

I havent been posting for the past few days because of oh-so-fast-track life. I wanted to post but was too caught up with my final assessment. I haven't even figure out what exactly i want to do with my calendar. Gosh. I almost fell down from the bed because Jeremy sleep too near until I'm left with limited space but hey its all good after I push him back to another side. No, the highlight of the day isn't that. I flush-ed Mr.BiBi. It wasn't on intention like i want to kill him or something. Sigh, I came with good intention to bath them since I haven't been changing the water for two days.

I was lazy to walk to the sink so i figure the toilet would be the same. Then I was looking for a place to put them and I saw the scoop (u know the thing u scoop the water with). After that I pour the dirty water into the toilet bowl (I thought I'll just save time and flush the water off). The water was dirtied the toilet so I pour the water from the scoop and yes I flushed Bibi. Sigh, right after that only i remember that they are in it. So now I am left with Bubu. :( but Jeremy said we'll get a new one but I love Bibu! Oh yeah if you been reading this and you don't know who's and what is BiBu, they are my baby turtle. Its the last month of the year and it is time for change and resolutions.

And I have absolutely none. Underachiever? Lack of ambition? A person without goals? I dont think it apply to me all the time although I do have my moments. In the meantime, I'll start making a wish list for Christmas and email it to everyone. Ha-ha. Christmas list!! I have additional people on my list now. New friends this year, not forgotten the ol' ones :). I am looking forward to getting away, frolicking under the sun. Anyway, continuing my studies (fine ok i havent start). toodles.

Stress-ville

2005-11-28T23:11:00.000-08:00

I wish i could begin this on a more postive note but i can't. i have tons of work that need to be accomplish by the end of the week but what on earth am i doing sitting right here typing this? I have a calendar to create, pictures to take, books to study, report to write, photos to develop and seemingly unending amount of things to memorize. College life so aint a bed of roses.

What was Miss Biker a.k.a FluffyHair thinking when she make her 360 degree change on the calendar report? From a hard-to-accomplish 1000 words to now a mission-impossible report. Plus i would have to develop every picture used in my calendar and every editting done on it (background brush,healing brush n such). What a nut. I have no idea where to start anyway. Studywise, i dont think i can get anything on my mind at this moment. Creativeside, for this moment lets just leave the plain paper PLAIN because my brain cells are killing each other.

I can't wait for Christmas to come and the ending of these things. I want to shop till I drop and of course, receive Christmas gifts :) . I'd been so busy until i got no time for my friends so right after my life slow down, i really really have to make it up to them. Just a few more weeks and i can rot for all i want!

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